A well dressed mess

When something ends, something begins
10:37

A hell of a time was how long it took me t assimilate everything before I actually broke down. It was a draw and no, it wasn't enough t revive us from the previous game. Honestly, I felt like I was on Punk'd/ something, like you gotta be kidding me and all that. And if I could, there and then I would've dug a hole and buried myself, or something along the lines of sleeping my days away. But if I'd really done that, I know it would have been a lifetime of regret. The next day I still couldn't help wishing t wake up and find it was all a lie, or t get this wave of magic. I hoped for a miracle; t turn back time; anything and everything. But think about it, being tasked t withstand this can only impel me t become stronger internally. And I think, everybody needs something like this somewhere along the way.

I can't let this hold myself back, gotta move on. Check it, with all the beautiful things in life I'm forced not t live in the past. Haha okay okay then again, I should be realistic. It's only been two and a half days & all of tht's a little too much t ask for, but I promise I'll be back on my feet in no time. I got myself thinking deeeep and yuh- I'll dust myself off! It just isn't the end of the world. Mmhmm plus I've had my fair share of weh-wehs. Now thaaat's gotta stop :/

Whoa hey, I know we know tht we have it IJ. And we should ask ourselves, didn't we give it a good shot :] It might not've been the best but at least we didn't falter. Winning isn't everything. It is after all, just a title. I find it's what remains inside that really matters. Question, we don't need a competition just t prove it to us, do we? (I'm starting t sound overly what's-the-word?, and it's getting pretty disturbing I must say :X haha)

Oh my god, B Div 2007! We've been through a lot as one, I swear. The constant readjustment of positions, countless sacrificial injuries, various line-ups t adapt to and what-not? Considering all that, ye gotta admit you guys rock hard. Shona, Tatyana, Betina, Thongs, Janice, Steph, Huiyun, Shirlynn, Isabelle, Renee, Trini, Tessa, Rachel; Words just aren't enough t describe how much you all mean t me. You've been the most fun-loving, entertaining, supportive, & the bestest, sweetest team I could ever ever ever wish for. Shucks I'm gon miss every one of you encouraging people, and of course training & persevering tgth. You are what got me through this far, the only reason why I never gave up. In the heart, we're still champions in our very special way dears ;D Do remember that.

Shine on Juniors, we'll be right behind you all the way :D Do IJ proud all right, the Seniors are always here for you.

Now that I'm here, it's actually hard t believe that I've actually gotten t the end of it.